I was quite satisfied with my work although I didn't have the time to finish up the last question. After the paper, headed to library with girls to use computer until bell rang for PE. Never change but slack in the canteen all the way. Nothing much happened recently, and nothing much is gonna happen until the day I finish my O levels. I really hate my blog to be so plain =.= but i gotta just make do with it.
♥Reminiscence Friend, I've not been in contact with you for a long long time. I miss the times when you ask me out, whether to slack or to sing. For that time I thought I could be your good good friend, but i hate myself for liking you. For you were too, lovable, too cute to handle, too handsome at times, too unique as always. I cannot forget the way you laugh and shy away. Why of all, it is you whom I cannot seem to forget. Why not others? WHY?! I felt like, you've left me in the lurch, totally forgotten about me. During that time when I had to return to school and focus on my studies, we've drifted apart. I cried in school, at home, during sleeps. Sometimes I think it's only my wishful thinking, but I don't have any choice because I was totally mesmerized by you. It took me very very long to repeat to myself how bad you were, how worthless you were. However, I still go back to square 1. I still cannot fucking get you out of my mind. At times I really wish I hadn't known you. Least I can still move on happily. In anyways, I want to keep these memories because I find them extraordinarily Beautiful. I believe good things only happen Once. Thank god for giving me those chance to be with him (:
Labels: I hope I would have the guts to type down part 2 of reminiscence. I'm afraid I would forget as time passes. && I feel like crying.
Imma Queen of Hearts
ERICA.LWY
4 April 91
Rowan Tree
☆xoxo☆
Somethings are left unsaid, but it's better if I let it go lest being paranoid.
I will be very happy when I see loved ones put their effort, trying to make me happy/cheer me up with those silly lil' actions.
I shall learn how to love myself more, & the people around me (:
I'm not interested in sweet talks no more. I only need quality friends.
Though I don't like mixing with strangers, I'm still very friendly (:
&! music is my life, my life is music♥ My future 爱人 must know how to play the guitar too. Lol
Lastly, love me love me love me okay?
I was quite satisfied with my work although I didn't have the time to finish up the last question. After the paper, headed to library with girls to use computer until bell rang for PE. Never change but slack in the canteen all the way. Nothing much happened recently, and nothing much is gonna happen until the day I finish my O levels. I really hate my blog to be so plain =.= but i gotta just make do with it.
♥Reminiscence Friend, I've not been in contact with you for a long long time. I miss the times when you ask me out, whether to slack or to sing. For that time I thought I could be your good good friend, but i hate myself for liking you. For you were too, lovable, too cute to handle, too handsome at times, too unique as always. I cannot forget the way you laugh and shy away. Why of all, it is you whom I cannot seem to forget. Why not others? WHY?! I felt like, you've left me in the lurch, totally forgotten about me. During that time when I had to return to school and focus on my studies, we've drifted apart. I cried in school, at home, during sleeps. Sometimes I think it's only my wishful thinking, but I don't have any choice because I was totally mesmerized by you. It took me very very long to repeat to myself how bad you were, how worthless you were. However, I still go back to square 1. I still cannot fucking get you out of my mind. At times I really wish I hadn't known you. Least I can still move on happily. In anyways, I want to keep these memories because I find them extraordinarily Beautiful. I believe good things only happen Once. Thank god for giving me those chance to be with him (:
Labels: I hope I would have the guts to type down part 2 of reminiscence. I'm afraid I would forget as time passes. && I feel like crying.
